A Decision

I've decided to close the site. I don't know if I feel like blogging anymore. I'll write more later. 
posted by a pessimistic dreamer ¶ 12:08 AM

  Just Dropping By

Just dropping a line to say I'm fine. I feel a lot better lately. I don't feel like getting back into blogger mode yet for 1) laptop is on fire, and 2) not much to say. But I feel better a bit. I think I'm kind of getting over the girl and sort of finding that balance between being in love with her and just simply loving her. Of course I'm still in love with her though... who isn't?... but I'm sort of almost getting close to a place where things can be okay.

I played a concert awhile ago. There was a girl there that had the slighest resemblance to said girl. Usually, if I think a girl is pretty I usually can fake some random line, maybe even smile or something, but that girl I saw, I couldn't even look at her. It was weird... but on stage it was different. Here's what happened.

Boy on stage doing sound check after just playing "Welcome To Paradise"

Sound Guy: Can you just keep talking in the mic?

Dreamer: What do you want me to say?

Sound Guy: Just say anything.

Dreamer: Well... umm... yea... hey, you in the front row.

Dreamer points at girl.

Dreamer: You bare the slightest resemblence to my ex-girlfriend... you know, if I try hard enough I can picture you naked.

End scene.

The concert was actually really good. People said we were really good, espeically considering the fact that everyone thought that we would suck - "Asian Guys playing Rock music?" - yes, we were like three James Ihas... Damn him and his aura.

I'm done most of my Christmas shopping. Just missing a few people.

Have a Krazy Kwanza. 
posted by a pessimistic dreamer ¶ 11:06 AM